watched 12 lotus with the boyfriend, & it brought many thoughts to my mind.

perhaps it was the timing, watching it till 12midnight when both of us were already so dead tired.

sad sad show i must say, i was tearing throughout the whole show. Each time they started continuing singing the 12 lotus song, i will start tearing. life is so sad, filled with ups and downs. It can make or break a person, most of time.. it breaks a person. everyone is filled with greed and will do anything to get what they want. be it your flesh or your money, as long as they can squeeze any ounce of it, they will. nothing will stop them.

"don't trust anyone so easily, my dear girl" that was the boyf's words to me immediately after the show. He has told me countless of times that i trust people too easily and i must say it is true. he is constantly asking me to watch out for other people and be cautious in what i do especially my scope of work where i meet loads of people.

i guess after this show, i will harden up. people are so full of themselves. I used to think that every human is born good and that the society makes us evil.

but somehow, the thought has changed.

Now i believe, everyone is born evil.. which is why we need all the campaigns and education to make us know what good is.

aiyeerrr, why all my posts recently so emo leh!!!!

anyway, we walked all the way home from amk hub. it's been a long time since we did that. the night was so quiet and we just talked all the way to my place. jokes and little kisses as we walked. I missed all that. suddenly, i don't need anything else from him. all i need is his companion-ship. his love and his concern. i'm so going to miss him when he goes into the army.

walked for an hour and we didn't even realised it! this is how time flies when you are enjoying yourself.

PS: im super lag. im getting hooked on Jay's cowboy on the run song only now. & my boy got me his CD cause poh kim was having sale! $9.90 only! super good deal! :D

i love the boyf lah. :P