i'm exhausted.

every night, my mind will wander off to different things and places.

- is my boyfriend doing okay..?
- how is my project coming along..?
- do i have enough money..?
- when should i start work..?
- will i get what i want and fought hard for..?
- how much weight did i gained today..?
- what am i supposed to do tomorrow..?
- what will my future be like..?

and many more..

as a result, i can only officially sleep at like 4am plus onwards.

i'm dead beat. tired but unable to sleep. shite man.

& so now, as i'm typing this, i'm having a headache and still, i can't sleep.

i can only fall asleep in cars and buses! i think SGP should bring caravans in. i'll buy one immediately for a good night sleep! baaahhhh.


sidenote: bride wars aint that fantastic. arghh.