In case you don't know, I've been reading this blog & i must say, it is interesting.

As i read it, i realised that Trey does reflect some characteristics of my boyf and I think back about our dating times when i read Jesse's blog. (altogether now: AWWWWWW)

Boyf has always been my pillar of strength even in cases which he felt strongly against or doesn't feel the need to be involved, just like how Trey was there for Jesse during the whole Queen E's AIDS saga. (AAHHH, i miss the boyf)

Okay, i've thought of an ending to this story, and hmmm, i'll write from Jesse's ptv. :)

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I honestly don't care about whether Ellie lied to me or whether she was two-timing. She needs my support and if i were to judge her any further, what kind of friend would I be then?

I just want her to be fine & healthy.

So three days back, we went back to the clinic for the final testing. Again, Ellie was not in good shape. Frizzy hair (covered with a cap), puffy red eyes and t-shirt-jeans combination which I thought I would never ever see her in, in my entire life.

Oh, the agony of waiting, no one will ever understand this unless you were in our shoes. The wait was insanely long, longer than the previous session. Perhaps this was because we knew that this was the decision moment. Does she or does she not have HIV?

I CANNOT WAIT ANY LONGER.

ewrioeuaoiyruioqruityseuoi SUXHH.. <--- that was what went through my mind the entire time i was there, awaiting for the results.

Finally, Ellie's number was called and she went in for the results (YET AGAIN).

It seemed like the past experience (read: 24 Feb) Like before, she came out without smiling...

Me: Are you alright?
Ellie: I... I... have no idea what to say right now..

*I gave her a good, tight hug

Ellie: I'm tested...
Me: holding her as tight as i can
Ellie: NEGATIVE!!!!!

That cheeky friend of mine had the nerve to trick me even at this moment! But i was glad, Ellie was back to her usual self!

I immediately called Trey to tell him the good news and we arranged to meet later in the day.

Ellie: Do you want to go clubbing to celebrate today?
Me: Are you serious...?
Ellie: Hell NO! I'm going to tell Cameron about the results!

There you go, my best friend Ellie.

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Trey and I met and we just cuddled on my sofa, listening to random music from the radio.

Both of us made a decision. We were going to wait till we were going to formally be together (IE: engaged or married) before we will "do-it".

And of course, during the meantime, we will definitely not "do-it" with anyone else!

I thought to myself: Why even attempt to scare yourself with AIDS or even pregnancy at the peak of my life?

We are only 18, and we have a long way to go. As much as I would like to be with him forever, I have to be realistic. No one knows what is going to happen in the future.

Ellie just texted me to tell me that she and Cameron are back together. This whole AIDS saga taught them a lesson and brought them closer than ever before.

She totally learned her lesson about being promiscuous. Condoms may help, but they don't help you ease the anxiety. Remember, they can only protect you as much as 99.9% (Or is it 99%). Oh well, you get my drift.

So much for a month (or two).

Maybe i should start questioning Ellie about her two-timing now....

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muhahahaha, what do you think of my skills? Think my writing has detoriated man. It's been a long time since I last wrote a narrative story but oh well, at least I remembered that all my stories must end with a happy ending. (I HATE SAD ENDINGS)

anyway, here is their blog!

“Get involved with Jesse and Trey today @ www.notsosecretlives.com”